a sensation of sudden fear

It's time to bail...
and it's just become the hour of admittance.

But the reality of vulnerability drops heavy,
making it hard to breathe.
Pain comes with reality.
and heartbreak with pain.
and bitterness with heartbreak.
and reclusiveness with bitterness.
and misunderstanding with reclusiveness.
and discomfort and paranoia and unconfidence with misunderstanding.

It's time to bail...
and it's just barely become the hour of admittance.